Traumatized

So my beautiful little 7 year old started 2nd grade today. She has been at a semi-private school for 4 years now and this year is starting public school.
I got time off of work this morning to drop her off, things went fine. She looked terrified, she doesn't know anyone (neither do I for that matter). I walked her into her classroom, she met some little girls and boys there and her teacher then I had to leave. We said our goodbyes and love you's and as I walked out I broke down crying. I didn't realize how hard it would be for me. I guess I have kept her in a protective bubble since my divorce and now we are starting to branch out. I know it is good for her and for me but tht doesn't make it any easier. We told her she needed to remember what she did today so we didn't get the "I don't remember" answer when she gets home.

We'll see how things went later!

annoyed

It's bad enough that I work in customer service and despise my job right now. But when you get an email that says "BOCCE TIME" and you have to sit and work............

.....something to think about

You cannot get ahead while you are getting even."

I love my job I love my job

You know, customer service isn't the greatest job in the world but really do people really need to call you names? Is it my fault your a fucking idiot and can't identify yourself? I have always said that it must make people feel REALLY good to call rep's name when they call the local utility.
This "guy" , and I use that term loosely, call tonight. All I was trying to do was find out who the fuck he was so I could give him his account information.....he called me a "scabby fucking cunt" and I hung up on him...then he had the nerve to call back and ask to talk to me..I kindly refused and the other rep didn't understand. When I told him what he called me he said "Hey quiet, you know these calls are recorded" I said "Yah, and it was recorded when he said it too so I don't care"

Firehouse Lyrics- Yes I am an 80's geek

"I guess the time was right for us to say
We'd take our time and live our lives
Together day by day
We'll make a wish and send it on a prayer
We know our dreams can all come true
With love that we can share
With you I never wonder--will you be there for me
With you I never wonder--you're the right one for me
I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heartI finally found the love of a lifetime
With every kiss, our love is like brand-new
And every star up in the sky
Was made for me and you
Still we both know that the road is long
We know that we will be together
Because our love is strong
I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heartI finally found the love of a lifetime

Leave well enough alone.....

I remember the day I found out I was divorced January 10th 2007....I filed for separation 12/2005 so it was a long process that took a lot out of me emotionally. Emotionally only because of my daughter, I didn't want anything to happen to her and I didn't want him to get her.
Divorce should be a time of rejoice and celebration that you get to start off a new life without the person that you obviously were not supposed to be with.

SO WHY CAN'T SOME PEOPLE JUST MOVE ON!

My ex tormented me for MONTHS, 100 phone calls a day (literally) yelling at me for various things, wanting money b/c he didn't have a job and somehow felt that I should still be supporting him.....um, get a job fucker. Our whole marriage was based on feelings that, looking back, were false. I believe that I married him because we had a daughter together and growing up, that was the right thing to do. I settled, I shouldn't have...no-one ever should. Especially when it come to love. You can have relationships, but you shouldn't get married unless you know beyond a shadow of a doubt that this is the person for you.

So with that, if you are divorced, even if the person hurt you in some way......take this as an opportunity to MOVE ON and get over that person....go out and find THE ONE you are supposed to be with....your true love....not the one you settled for.

good day-

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